[Shiro finishes swapping out of his work clothes and back into a plain shirt, a simple tan coat, and dark pants. He gives the living room a wide berth and raps on Keith’s bedroom door.]
[Keith has traded his work clothes -- which will forever smell like coffee, but there are worse things than that -- for jeans and a t-shirt.]
Just a sec.
[Keith answers, opening the door so that they're not speaking through the barrier for that sec. He's currently trying to wrangle his hair back. It's gotten longer than he's used to between space whale travel and being in this place, so he's wrestling it back into a ponytail. He probably ought to cut it at some point. But. That done, he grabs up his jacket.]
[Shiro leans against the doorframe and crosses his arms. He takes the moment to study Keith again. He keeps doing it and he knows he is doing it. But there’s something magnetic about him that keeps pulling him in.
He has always known when Keith found his balance he would become an incredible individual. Seeing it has been like brushing his fingers across the stars. He had had no idea how strong he would become. In all of his time alive he has never had an equal. It’s a new experience especially when it’s someone he knows very well. He is torn from his thoughts as Keith picks up his jacket. He nods and walks out, opening the door and locking it behind them.]
Of all the things to happen...a god. [He shakes his head and Black on top of the roof settles into guard mode. He nods to the beast and looks back at Keith.]
Remember when all we had to worry about was getting the lions to listen to us?
[It isn't entirely lost on Keith that sometimes Shiro seems to look at him. He wonders about it, really. A lot.
But he imagines it has to be strange for the other man, finding an older version of him and not really knowing that time between them. But that doesn't seem to have hurt their relationship. If anything, somehow, Keith feels like they're as close as ever. Closer maybe, given how long he'd been gone -- how long they'd both been gone really -- in the time he was taken from.
So he falls into step with Shiro and heads outside, shaking his head in agreeing bewilderment.] It makes Dick's occasional unexpected circus guests seem pretty tame by comparison too.
[He cracks a smile though.] Yeah the good old days when the greatest danger to our lives was Allura. And Coran's cooking.
[He laughs and leads the way onto the street. Street lights cast a soothing glow onto the sidewalk further easing him back from the low level of stress he'd been enduring since he got to this world.] Dick's guests aren't so bad. They just really want to be his friend.
[Traffic rumbles by as he finally stuffs his hands into his pockets. He looks as young as he is again, the smile on his face broadening as he looks at Keith.] They're great times to take pictures too. You know this will be our first time drinking together.
Legally drinking. [He'd let Keith drink once before Kerberos and it as only one beer.]
[And he has zero ground to talk when it comes to large animals following him home, given that Kosmo follows him around like a puppy at the best of times.]
Heh. [He breathes out the short laugh, nodding.] Legally, yeah. Guess it is.
[Actually, it has been a while since Keith's been drinking at all. There wasn't exactly a bar on the space whale with his mother, after all. Oh well, it'll be good to unwind.
Then he laughs.] Do you remember that though? That beer was the grossest thing I'd ever tasted, but I finished the whole thing because I wanted you to think I was tough.
[Because he's totally tough, Shiro, in case you weren't aware.]
You've always been a fighter, Keith. I didn't need to see you finish a cheap beer to prove that to me.
[He shakes his head slowly. The fight in Keith is why he chose him. Pilots have an element of recklessness and courage to them. Keith had been that. He hadn't used it well but he could see the calculation in it. James didn't have that. He didn't have what turned a good pilot into the king of the mountain.
Keith didn't just breath flying he needed it. How could he ignore that.] I know the other reason you did it.
[He'd seen him finish that beer and felt a little bit exasperated. It had eased the darkness growing in his heart where being with Adam had been.] Thank you. I never got to say that before I left. You made it easier to deal with everything. I've been honored and proud to have you as my second of command.
Now look at you, [His eyes are touched with awe as he nudges him with his elbow.] I'll keep saying it but I'm really glad I get to see how you ended up. No matter what happens in my future, your past. I know from looking at you it will be okay.
[Keith just smiles at that. Yeah, okay. Shiro knows him entirely too well, and the thought alone is a warm and welcome one. He knows that things weren't ideal for Shiro before the Kerberos mission, and after everything Shiro had been there for him through, he wanted to be there for him in turn. He always would.
He shakes his head at the thanks.]
You got me through... a lot of things. If I could return the favor even a little, then I'm glad.
[He nudges back.] You're getting sappy and we haven't even started drinking yet.
[Keith teases, but mostly it's trying to distract from the heat he can feel rising in his cheeks. But he also adds,] You never gave up on me, Shiro. I won't ever give up on you either.
[He catches snatches of music from the bar ahead of them but he isn’t paying attention to it. His eyes are wide with shock for a fraction of a moment. Then he smiles warmly, his eyes bright. He hasn’t expected to hear Keith repeat those words he said to him.
But it’s so very Keith.] I know and you don’t know how much that means to me.
[His chest feels warm to match the heat in his cheeks. Shiro claps Keith on the shoulder and grins at him.] I’m always like this. I can’t remember what I’m like when I drink a bit but probably more of this.
[There's a knock on Shiro's door come the evening, after the celebrations are winding down. When he opens the door he'll find Keith, looking tired but bright-eyed, dressed the usual shorts and t-shirt that he wears to sleep in, even with autumn beginning to turn cooler.]
[It takes several minutes for Shiro to answer. Recent events had taken their toll and adding in having to put on a public diplomatic face after so many sacrifices left him laying awake thinking things go over. The door opens and he stands framed in the light from the hall. He wears a t-shirt, and pajama pants to account for the cooler weather.
He stares at Keith for a moment and moves to the side to let him in. He closes the door behind him with a click that sounds loud in the quiet room. Nothing is said as he offers Keith his hand to take. If Keith takes his hand he pulls him into a tight hug and buries his face against the crown of his head.] ...We’re alive.
[He breathes in slowly. Keith is here in his arms. He knows himself. If Keith hadn’t approached he would have slept the night away without reaching out. While he knows when he needs something. He doesn’t always reach out in a relationship. His grip is tight, another sign of how much he needed Keith close.]
[Keith doesn't hesitate to take that hand or move into Shiro's arms. This. This is where he wanted to be right now, after everything that's happened. And the way Shiro holds him, Keith gets the sense that they both need this right now. Leaning into the other man, he nods, barely moving, not wanting to dislodge the way Shiro is leaning into his head.]
We're alive. World didn't end.
[He shifts just enough to brush a kiss to Shiro's throat.] I hope I didn't wake you up. I needed to see you.
You didn’t, I’ve been awake this whole time. [He laughs but there’s no humor in it.] Stuck in my own head.
[He was thinking about Allura and about the prices paid. How much they have given and given over and over again to keep people safe. He sighs,] I’m worried about Allura. About you. About everyone. I just.
[He gently tugs Keith towards the bed, asking without words for the comfort they both need.] Stay with me tonight?
[His voice is tentative as if asking is not something he’s used to doing. And it isn’t. He doesn’t ask for things often. Tonight he needs Keith.]
[Keith starts to tell Shiro not to worry about him, but he understands the sentiment. He worries about Shiro, about everyone. He just deals with his worrying differently. He lets himself be pulled towards the bed.]
Yeah. I mean, of course.
[Keith urges Shiro back into the bed and climbs in to join him. He can hear that tentative tone in Shiro's voice, and rare as it might be, he wants to know what Shiro wants, what he needs.] This is the only place I want to be.
[He's trying to be better about being more open about his feelings, bit by bit. Once they're both settled, he leans closer to steal a soft, lingering kiss.] So let's get you out of your own head.
[His breath leaves him in a rush as he sits on the bed and slips under the covers as directed. He automatically moves his left arm to let Keith settle up against his chest. Shiro brings his hand up to slide his fingers into Keith's dark hair. Some of the tension is already leaving him.
One piece of his world, an important piece, is breathing right beside him. Some gestures as so automatic that he doesn't think about them, turning his head to meet Keith halfway is becoming one of them. He chases the kiss, careful to make it known that's exactly what he's doing. Keith struggles with expressing himself and he wants to give him every chance to pull away if something is too much.
He touches the side of Keith's face, brushing back his hair as he looks into his eyes.]
[There it is. That slight fading of tension out of Shiro, if he has his way he'll scatter the rest of it away too bit by bit. He leans into him, all too happy to meet that kiss as long as Shiro likes.
He slips one hand up along Shiro's side, slipping beneath his t-shirt, running over skin. Oh Keith doesn't want to pull away at all. On the contrary, he wants to chase every last bit of this moment.]
Good. That's the plan. Let's see if I can do even better.
[His breath catches. Keith’s fingers are warm on his skin. He finds it a little difficult to think of anything but the gorgeous man laying in bed with him.
He brushes his fingers against the back of Keith’s neck and back up into his hair. He leans in to kiss him again and murmurs,] You have my attention. All of it.
[They have lazily made out in bed before. It is a fun past time that keeps them from necking on the couch like a pair of teenagers. He slips his hand and Keith’s side up under the edge of his shirt.] Show me this plan.
[Keith smiles right to Shiro's lips at that, murmuring a soft sound of approval at the feeling of those fingers in his hair. As it so happens, Shiro has all of Keith's attention too.
He usually does.
His hand edges up along Shiro's side, moving in to continue up over his chest. There's a flicker of a grin at the words and he nudges at him, urging Shiro to lie more on his back. And if he does Keith moves, all fluid motion, straddling the other man's waist before leaning down to touch a kiss to his lips again and then again and again, slow and lazy and deliberate.] Happy to.
[The bed creaks as Keith’s weight fully settles on top of him. He looks gorgeous in the partial city lights. He itches to touch him. Shiro slides his hands up Keith’s thighs and his sides as Keith’s mouth closes on his.
He slips his hands just under Keith’s shirt as their lips meet again in the slow, lazy way he has come to enjoy as a way to wind down. His tongue brushes against his and the taste of Keith settles him fully into their private world that belongs to them alone.
His hands slip up over Keith’s back under the shirt.]
[Keith can't quite keep quiet,though most of the sounds he makes are lost to the kiss. Kissing Shiro has become deliciously familiar, and Keith still finds himself struck with how lucky he is that somehow this is his.
He doesn't bother trying to hide the way he arches beneath Shiro's touch.
Breaking from his lips, he leans down to rest his forehead against Shiro's, his hands dragging up along his chest still, catching his shirt and pushing it up as he does.]
[Anticipation dashes down his spine as he rests his hands back on Keith’s hips. He could play Keith’s body like an instrument and Keith would let him do it. Heat curls in his stomach as they break from the kiss. He smiles up at him, leans into the brush of Keith’s hands.]
I know. I love you with everything I am, Keith. [He says, as he gently pushes Keith back enough to grab his shirt and pull it up over his head. He tosses it off the bed and reaches up to pull Keith back down into a fiery kiss.
He is still holding back but, as he nips at his bottom lip to ask to be let inside, he tries to communicate how much Keith means to him.]
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[Shiro finishes swapping out of his work clothes and back into a plain shirt, a simple tan coat, and dark pants. He gives the living room a wide berth and raps on Keith’s bedroom door.]
Ready to go?
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Just a sec.
[Keith answers, opening the door so that they're not speaking through the barrier for that sec. He's currently trying to wrangle his hair back. It's gotten longer than he's used to between space whale travel and being in this place, so he's wrestling it back into a ponytail. He probably ought to cut it at some point. But. That done, he grabs up his jacket.]
Okay. I'm good. Let's go.
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He has always known when Keith found his balance he would become an incredible individual. Seeing it has been like brushing his fingers across the stars. He had had no idea how strong he would become. In all of his time alive he has never had an equal. It’s a new experience especially when it’s someone he knows very well. He is torn from his thoughts as Keith picks up his jacket. He nods and walks out, opening the door and locking it behind them.]
Of all the things to happen...a god. [He shakes his head and Black on top of the roof settles into guard mode. He nods to the beast and looks back at Keith.]
Remember when all we had to worry about was getting the lions to listen to us?
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But he imagines it has to be strange for the other man, finding an older version of him and not really knowing that time between them. But that doesn't seem to have hurt their relationship. If anything, somehow, Keith feels like they're as close as ever. Closer maybe, given how long he'd been gone -- how long they'd both been gone really -- in the time he was taken from.
So he falls into step with Shiro and heads outside, shaking his head in agreeing bewilderment.] It makes Dick's occasional unexpected circus guests seem pretty tame by comparison too.
[He cracks a smile though.] Yeah the good old days when the greatest danger to our lives was Allura. And Coran's cooking.
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[Traffic rumbles by as he finally stuffs his hands into his pockets. He looks as young as he is again, the smile on his face broadening as he looks at Keith.] They're great times to take pictures too. You know this will be our first time drinking together.
Legally drinking. [He'd let Keith drink once before Kerberos and it as only one beer.]
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[And he has zero ground to talk when it comes to large animals following him home, given that Kosmo follows him around like a puppy at the best of times.]
Heh. [He breathes out the short laugh, nodding.] Legally, yeah. Guess it is.
[Actually, it has been a while since Keith's been drinking at all. There wasn't exactly a bar on the space whale with his mother, after all. Oh well, it'll be good to unwind.
Then he laughs.] Do you remember that though? That beer was the grossest thing I'd ever tasted, but I finished the whole thing because I wanted you to think I was tough.
[Because he's totally tough, Shiro, in case you weren't aware.]
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[He shakes his head slowly. The fight in Keith is why he chose him. Pilots have an element of recklessness and courage to them. Keith had been that. He hadn't used it well but he could see the calculation in it. James didn't have that. He didn't have what turned a good pilot into the king of the mountain.
Keith didn't just breath flying he needed it. How could he ignore that.] I know the other reason you did it.
[He'd seen him finish that beer and felt a little bit exasperated. It had eased the darkness growing in his heart where being with Adam had been.] Thank you. I never got to say that before I left. You made it easier to deal with everything. I've been honored and proud to have you as my second of command.
Now look at you, [His eyes are touched with awe as he nudges him with his elbow.] I'll keep saying it but I'm really glad I get to see how you ended up. No matter what happens in my future, your past. I know from looking at you it will be okay.
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He shakes his head at the thanks.]
You got me through... a lot of things. If I could return the favor even a little, then I'm glad.
[He nudges back.] You're getting sappy and we haven't even started drinking yet.
[Keith teases, but mostly it's trying to distract from the heat he can feel rising in his cheeks. But he also adds,] You never gave up on me, Shiro. I won't ever give up on you either.
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But it’s so very Keith.] I know and you don’t know how much that means to me.
[His chest feels warm to match the heat in his cheeks. Shiro claps Keith on the shoulder and grins at him.] I’m always like this. I can’t remember what I’m like when I drink a bit but probably more of this.
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He stares at Keith for a moment and moves to the side to let him in. He closes the door behind him with a click that sounds loud in the quiet room. Nothing is said as he offers Keith his hand to take. If Keith takes his hand he pulls him into a tight hug and buries his face against the crown of his head.] ...We’re alive.
[He breathes in slowly. Keith is here in his arms. He knows himself. If Keith hadn’t approached he would have slept the night away without reaching out. While he knows when he needs something. He doesn’t always reach out in a relationship. His grip is tight, another sign of how much he needed Keith close.]
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We're alive. World didn't end.
[He shifts just enough to brush a kiss to Shiro's throat.] I hope I didn't wake you up. I needed to see you.
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[He was thinking about Allura and about the prices paid. How much they have given and given over and over again to keep people safe. He sighs,] I’m worried about Allura. About you. About everyone. I just.
[He gently tugs Keith towards the bed, asking without words for the comfort they both need.] Stay with me tonight?
[His voice is tentative as if asking is not something he’s used to doing. And it isn’t. He doesn’t ask for things often. Tonight he needs Keith.]
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Yeah. I mean, of course.
[Keith urges Shiro back into the bed and climbs in to join him. He can hear that tentative tone in Shiro's voice, and rare as it might be, he wants to know what Shiro wants, what he needs.] This is the only place I want to be.
[He's trying to be better about being more open about his feelings, bit by bit. Once they're both settled, he leans closer to steal a soft, lingering kiss.] So let's get you out of your own head.
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One piece of his world, an important piece, is breathing right beside him. Some gestures as so automatic that he doesn't think about them, turning his head to meet Keith halfway is becoming one of them. He chases the kiss, careful to make it known that's exactly what he's doing. Keith struggles with expressing himself and he wants to give him every chance to pull away if something is too much.
He touches the side of Keith's face, brushing back his hair as he looks into his eyes.]
You're doing a good job of that already.
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He slips one hand up along Shiro's side, slipping beneath his t-shirt, running over skin. Oh Keith doesn't want to pull away at all. On the contrary, he wants to chase every last bit of this moment.]
Good. That's the plan. Let's see if I can do even better.
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He brushes his fingers against the back of Keith’s neck and back up into his hair. He leans in to kiss him again and murmurs,] You have my attention. All of it.
[They have lazily made out in bed before. It is a fun past time that keeps them from necking on the couch like a pair of teenagers. He slips his hand and Keith’s side up under the edge of his shirt.] Show me this plan.
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He usually does.
His hand edges up along Shiro's side, moving in to continue up over his chest. There's a flicker of a grin at the words and he nudges at him, urging Shiro to lie more on his back. And if he does Keith moves, all fluid motion, straddling the other man's waist before leaning down to touch a kiss to his lips again and then again and again, slow and lazy and deliberate.] Happy to.
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He slips his hands just under Keith’s shirt as their lips meet again in the slow, lazy way he has come to enjoy as a way to wind down. His tongue brushes against his and the taste of Keith settles him fully into their private world that belongs to them alone.
His hands slip up over Keith’s back under the shirt.]
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He doesn't bother trying to hide the way he arches beneath Shiro's touch.
Breaking from his lips, he leans down to rest his forehead against Shiro's, his hands dragging up along his chest still, catching his shirt and pushing it up as he does.]
I love you so much. Do you know?
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I know. I love you with everything I am, Keith. [He says, as he gently pushes Keith back enough to grab his shirt and pull it up over his head. He tosses it off the bed and reaches up to pull Keith back down into a fiery kiss.
He is still holding back but, as he nips at his bottom lip to ask to be let inside, he tries to communicate how much Keith means to him.]
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